I just finished watching Deep Water, a film about Donald Crowhurst. He was a competitor in the 1968 Sunday Times Golden Globe Race, a single handed, round the world yacht race. There’s a trailer for the film on the the official film website.
Warning – spoiler follows.
In order to compete he had entered into a financial arrangement with a local businessman, as this was the only way he could fund the boat he needed. The contractual arrangement was such that if he didn’t finish the race he would need to repurchase the boat from his financier.
He was extremely under-prepared. His sailing skills probably weren’t up to the job, he didn’t have any real experience in the open water, and his boat was only just constructed in time. His overall lack of preparation caught up with him during the race, and he ended up falling far behind the rest of the field. He then started misreporting his position and taking a shortcut back to the start line.
The final section of the film is about his mental state unravelling as he realised that he couldn’t continue with the lie about where he was, because if he did win his logbooks would be scrutinized and the game would be up. He was caught between the prospect of financial ruin or shame and humiliation. His only option was to finish in second place and hope that his logbooks weren’t looked at too closely. That option disappeared when the boat in front of him sank, virtually handing him victory. Knowing that he would be publicly humiliated he turned his boat around.
It was later found by a cargo ship, but he wasn’t on board. His body was never found.
The photographic records he left behind, along with his journal and logbooks (both accurate and falsified) paint a picture of how the human mind can come undone in situations of extreme stress and isolation.
It would be easy to dismiss him as simply being a cheat, and although he did that, the film left me feeling sad for him and the family he left behind. The pressure of the situation he found himself in simply overtook him, and he was left in a position where he could see no clear way forward. It was a very moving film.
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